The Ever-Learning Disciple

Excuses . Excuses is all I have ever given to explain why I am allowed to be bitter. "You don't understand," and "..but my circumstances are different." I've never had a problem justifying why it was OK for me to be hateful, distant, and abrasive.  About two years ago, my pastor journeyed through a sermon series titled "Letting Go," and of course the sermon about letting go of anger and bitterness had my heart stirring. Just a few weeks before that, a dear friend of mine handed me a college graduation gift: a book titled "Let Go," which was all about letting go of pain and anger because the only thing it'll ever do is tear you apart and inhibit your ministry. Around the same time, I visited a friend's church and the sermon was centered around the same exact concept. THEN, to top it all off, my sister (who had NO idea that all these things were stirring up in me) sent me a long message about bitterness and how she was learning